Hey everyone...I know it has been forever since I have updated but things have just been crazy lately. Lets just say that I will be glad when this sememester is over..better yet ..this year! hehe . I am so ready to go off to college and do my own thing! I am doing good though ..I have been in a chipper mood this week. I am not really sure why but I guess it's a good thing!hehe. this weekend was pretty busy in was homecoming here in Pekin. so we wre pretty busy with that considering Drae my little brother was involved in just about everything. Friday was the parade and the football game. I t was alot of fun..but it was FREEZING Saturday I got up ealy to watch him play Freshman football. As luck may have it though you got hurt and had to sit out for the rest of the second quarter. So there i was sitting out in the freezing cold watching the team play. Yes I know that that is the whole pt of football ..it's a team sport... However, I just wanted to watch Drae play and he didn't .It's all good though they did a good job.  That  night he wen't to homecoming w. XO they wre absolutley adorable together :) it was there first HC dance so I was excited for them. Following the dance Drae had 60 ppl over for a HC party..it was Crazy! lots and lots of teens ugh..hehe j/k I can remember a few yrs back when I had the same kinda party sure did bring back memories. Sunday I just went to the ICC guys soccer games..it was fun..we won! yahoo! It was my first college soccer game ..but I am definatley attending another one  Today was just another Monday. Kinda boring and pretty uneventful... lol but thats ok I guess not really suprised--

well gotta be going..but i'll check ya later

Hey guys,

 Once agian it has been a while. How is everone? I have been doing alright. I am done working for the summer so that has been great. It is always nice to be able to relax. I have been keeping busy by preparing myself for school. This summer just flew by. It seems like summer break just started. I hate the end of summer. It is always hard to say goodbye to friends that are leaving for school or going back So, I have been spending alot of time w. those of my friends leaving . Luckly most of them are not going to far away. Which means I can go and visit Which I am anxiously awaiting! hehe For those of my friends who are staying here and reading this I am so glad you all will still be here! That makes me very happy! Thanks for all the good times this summer everyone it's been fun!

Hey ya'll. It's finally the weekend! YaY! ~Rest and relaxaton Today was a pretty bust day for me. I worked 8~12 and from there I went to Megan and David's wedding I can't believe it! It seems like yesterday when all of us single girls went to jr prom together. It's Crazy  how so many of my friends are now getting married..  We are all growing up and time is a flyin!  I am so happy for them and wish nothing but happiness for them in their marriage~ CONGRATS guys!...Tonight I went to the movies w. Bre and Amy for Bre's b-day we went and saw "Must Love Dogs" it was so good! I highly recommend it especially if you love chick flicks. Tomorrow I am relaxing, proably laying out cause it's supposed to be a bright sun shining day then i'm going to church tommorrow night. Thats about it..Well anyways,  I am tired so I am going to bed..until next time

Brit

What  a great week! It's amazing to me how things work out! I haven't done a whole lot but things are finally looking up and it's such a great feeling  I hope everyone else is having a great week as well! Well thats it for now.

Talk to ya'll later

Brit

Oh it's been forever! How is everyone doing?...


I'll tell you flat out
it hurts so much to think of this
so from my thoughts I will exclude
this very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way I'm powerless
to dictate my own moods

I've thrown away
so many things that could've been much more
and I just pray
my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works
no that's not the way it works

when I go down
I go down hard
and I take everything I've learned
and teach myself some disregard
when I go down
it hurts to hit the bottom
and of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them

If and when I can
clear myself of this clouded mind
I'll watch myself settle down
into a place where
peace can search me out and find
that I'm so ready to be found....

< Relient K >

I love that song! but the funny thing is it kinda describes how I have been feeling lately. I just have alot of different emotions and feelings going through my mind. I have messed up in the past and have alot of regrets but I am trying to forget the past and move on and have fun. it's just hard because recently I have worries, nerviousness, axiousness, excitment all these emotions in the back of my head. So it's hard to do that. I am unsure about what my future holds w. school, friendships, and everything. I am trying to trust in God because I know he knows and will help. It's just hard to do sometimes! For those who are reading this I am sorry i'm venting.I tthink most of the time I do a really good job at hideing how I am really feeling and that can be a bad thing at times. so I guess thats why I am writing to vent  well anyways, I hope that everyone is having a good week. until next time! Brit